Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Speculation

As I woke up early today, i realised that 9am onwards, I'm alone. Normally I would've slept till afternoon or even early evening time. I played around with my phone and getting news feeds from the social networks. I was famished and i hesitated to head down for breakfast as it gives me the lonely feel. But still, i went down to fill up my empty stomach. During the distance, i had some thoughts, I wished i had a company to have breakfast with, so that i wouldn't have to eat and think alone. I checked my wallet and ordered for my food, i realised i only had $5 to use for my breakfast. Nevertheless, $5 was enough for my breakfast. A cup of iced milo and a common bee hoon set. Then i sat down, started feasting on my food and begin to think of my future. Can i live life without financial worries with the salary that i'm going to draw? Will i be able to own an apartment? Can i afford a car?

All these thoughts begin to fill my mind. After finishing up my iced milo, i strolled back home. Then again, i begin to think about my future kids. Will they be like me? Having to start things from scratch. Can i be able to let them live without worries? Previously as i was playing with my phone, i came across a news feed of an idol of mine. She was trying to get a car for USD$25k. I searched with my phone and manage to get prices of 2nd hand cars in SG. It's really hard to afford one unless you really has some achievements. I recalculated the money i had and realised that I had to have at least 1k odd a month till my 21st to have the one i had in mind. Recently i've been on debts due to some tradings. Was too greedy on my part, so paid for the lesson. From then on, i had like close to 2.5k in debt. Thinking of clearing them makes me think of being rich.
花无白日红, Is what my uncle always teaches us. I understand the logic of it and has seen examples. But, will it even bloom for me, that's one thing i have to work for.

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 10:01 AM