Thursday, March 31, 2011

Missed

How have you been? Havent seen you posting something yet. Have you recovered from sickness? For me, I am working towards it. Not sure if i can do it, but i'll try my best. (: May i proceeds smoothly, and gets it back.

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 3:54 PM

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Indonesia

Its a very fruitful experience in Indonesia ( 15-20 March ).

Day 1: I was experience heaven there. Julian drove me about indonesia and we started eating non stop. Just two of us roaming about. It was seriously a very great time. We stayed at his aunt's house and played with his cousins. Damn fun but no photo on that day.

Day 2: Julian screwed up my eyes. He nv help me take my Salient solution for my contacts. My eyes cant even open. It was seriously damn bad. But luckily it recovered from eye drops. We went for a car wash, which was seriously damn cool. They dun wash cars like singapore, they literally wash everything. Even jerk up the car to wash the bottom. Went to fetch his friends from airport. Went to eat A&W ( no more in SG ). After that we went orphanage. But only for 2 hours. Then we proceeded to julian's apartment and thats all i could recall.

Day 3: Went damn late to orphanage. Spend around 7 hours with them. Before that, we went shopping for the kids. The Indonesians at the rodesides are lechers and perverts. There were 6 girls, all of them in hot pants. The Malays were like barking and going some sick sounds. Damn fucked up. Anyway, Julian and i left in between the CIP, so for us its not 7 hours. Coz julian lost his keys and went back apartment to find. Luckily we found it, after that, we went shopping and then, back to the apartment.

Day 4: Went to the orphanage to do CIP again. This time, we're on late by a little. We went shopping after that. We went to ice-skate too. It was damn fun. We shop till late at night. HAHA! After that we went back julian's appartment.

Day 5: After sending all of them to the airport ( nearly missed the flight ), julian and i went shopping again. This time, julian went facial. After his facial, we went massage. Thn after that we slept at julian's house (not apartment).

Throughout all this while, on the 2nd day, i saw that yr name on facebook changed. I was depressed. I dunno who or what is it referring to, but it's definitely not me. Was thinking of you everynight. Pieces of my heart is missing you. Wonder when i can meet you again. And i would definitely put a ♥ on your wall. Coz I ♥ You!

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 2:12 PM

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

Reminiscence

Bahhh! Kinda stalked you again. Seems like its always like that.


why girls nv get bored of guys?
- the feeling of how the guy put his hands on the her back.
- the way a guy holds a her close to them
- his kisses, his hugs, his smell, his shoulder.
- his body temperature.
everything jus makes her heart beats faster thats why girls cant get bored of guys.
but why guys get bored of girls?

I wanted to comment on it, but seems like i will get owned if i do that. If its me, i am never bored of you.

I love it when:
-you hugged me from behind.
-our tongue gets over one another
-you are close to me
-you hug my arms and lean on me
-your mouth is stuffed with food and you talk
-you feed me
all these just makes me melt.

But it doesn't matter to you already, does it. But every single thing about you, kinda influenced me.

Today was hoping to meet you before i fly off, but u didnt work. Nvm, its not like i am going to die. Haha.

Arghhh~ I miss you :(

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 3:17 AM

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Stupidness

I don't know if its true, but, i think that we're the same. Avoid each other but yet still wanna peek at each other. If its true, i dunno whether to feel happy. If it aint true, then i guess i will recover fast. It seems like your waiting for me, but u kinda reject me. I dunno what to say but,

What do you want from me?

I feel so foolish.

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 12:37 AM

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Again

ARGH! Its the same thing again. Damn it. Its just like last time. There's no way u can move forward till there's a sign, you cant move backwards because your heart and mind doesn't allow you to. All thats left to do is wait. Wait till you gain trust in me. I will make sure that i will still have the courage by then! (:

Gotta be honest. If you got together with other guy, well, i did my best and tried all i could, if u're with him i would disappear. After you break up, i might try again. Thats my way.

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 6:05 PM