Thursday, November 25, 2010

What's gonna happen next?

After i recieved the message you sent me, It was really a heart stopping moment.. I was eating then.. I had no more appetite and after i replied you, i walked back n fro my house countless time just waiting for your reply.. At that point of time, i already teared.. U might not know how much it really meant to me.. I really wanted to know why.. Why cant we be together when i m at my best.. Why? Was it really that hard for you? Or was i still not good enough? I rush a cab down hoping and wanting you could meet me and we might talk this out.. Y wont you come out? Even if its just to ask me to go home, just let me see your face.. Let me touch them for the last time until whn u are ready.. But u didnt.. I really wanted to see you so i stayed on.. As i was waiting, i teared.. Was it really that hard for you to come out just to see me? Who knows what might happen to me after todae? Will you regret for not seeing me? You asked me to leave saying u do not want to see me.. I teared once again.. I was really broken.. And you kept on asking me to leave.. Was it really making u in a difficult spot? Police.. Your father..

I walked off thinking alot of things.. All that i had plan for you.. Gone~ U said u cry until no more tears.. What about me? U tink i dont feel the same way too? For you i m willing to give up ANYTHING.. ANYTHING! I would rush down @ anytime, anyday and anyplace just to make you happy or lend u my shoulder.. I would go with you anywhere and give u whatever u want.. Was it really not enough? I know i m in the wrong and i dun have any rights to 'Whine'.. But have you ever wondered? Can you find another guy that will do all these tings to you?

Last week we met, i still could hug you and hold your hands.. Do you know how happy i was even though u rejected me? Its a wish come true.. I know is my fault for nt remembering my promise.. But i know even if you need not tell me, i will fulfil it coz i already told u u r my everything..

I didnt blame you for anyting.. All there is to blame is me.. If i didnt choose to stray off.. But its all in the past.. Now you need time eh? I will wait for you then.. When you are ready, just tell me literally.. You know i stupid i m right? If ya found some1 better, please do tell me.. I will just stay single and wait for you! For i, Kendrick Chin, LOVE u!


Now i m also facing the same ting as you.. Sitting in the living room using the PC having tears rolling down my cheek..

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 10:12 PM