Wednesday, May 19, 2010

~Day 3 of new life~

No school todae! Yay! Hahas.. Actually was planning to play basketball with roy.. Budden he dont have Basketball.. -.-'' Thn nvm lo.. Forget it.. Hiaz.. Tings are so complicated on my mind.. So many tings.. Makes me forget everything!~.~ Wonder if i could recall wat i have to do.. Hmm.. Another day had pass.. Wat a lifeless life..

Hiaz.. The thing that i'm afraid that it would happen has happened.. Wat a bad day.. I noe i have been a pest.. But i really wanted her back into my life.. Guess i will never happen anymore.. I have a feeling that i have lost her, not completely though.. I know she still have feelings for me.. I just knew it.. But idk y she just doesnt wan to show it, instead, she goes the opposite and ended up hurting both party.. Sigh.. Y was i so stupid.. Or maybe its really not meant to be.. I have been trying to crush her in my heart.. But it seems like my heart doesnt want it to be this way..

No matter how much i try, the next day, i will still tink of her.. I know its impossible to forget her.. The feeling is just still there.. It will never go away.. Perhaps until the day i really really really ger angry with her.. All the happy moments will just vanish into thin air.. All the times we had.. The fun, the sweet moments.. Hiaz.. Wat an decision i have made.. Nevertheless, i didnt regret.. Perhaps there might be another chance and this time after knowing the consequences, i will cherish her more.. ♥ her.. Always~ Hope she doesnt fall for others and our feelings will never fade..

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 3:31 PM