Thursday, July 24, 2008

Thursday, July 24

Hiaz.. Another day... Dunno wat i m tinking oso... Yesterday sux... Todae was quite bad la.. Coz the day before yesterday, I said smt to a some1 which makes me feel like i m so shameless.. Is like being in a 3rd party situation... Aiya.. Beginning to hate myself.. Y everytime i talk nv tink 1? Y so kan chiong?? Hiaz... Regreted my actions... How i wish tat time could reverse... If time could reverse, I might hav juz change my fate... N my friend juz gt a new stead... I congratulated her... But i dunno whether wat i say was truly from my heart... Hiaz... Tings are like tat... If its nt yours thn it might nv be yours 4eva... Well my mind now is tangled up once again... I tink i hav fallen for another girl... But she has a bf liao.. So its bad if i juz cut in rite... But i'll hav to wait for them to break up... But its like u wishing her to be in a bad condition as breaking up hurts both partners.. So i really dunno wat to do... In a mess now... Plus i wan to study but i'm lazy to study... I m starting to love my sch n i dunno y... It seems tat i m connected to the sch.. I m oso starting to hav a bit of passion for learning but i dunno when i will start studying.. N if i study, theres alot of things i hav to give up on... So its a diffcult choice... Hiaz... Love = messy, Study= messy... Everyting oso messy... Aiyo... But i tink i shuld go 4 the girl.. But i dunno how to start.. Plus she noes tat i like her le...'Cham Liao La'- hokkien... Hiaz... Btw Zhang Di dun wan go 4 our sch NDP le.. So tmr onwards i'll be in both sch n National Day parade... Cool rite?? HAHAS..

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 4:33 PM