Wednesday, June 26, 2013

Speculation

As I woke up early today, i realised that 9am onwards, I'm alone. Normally I would've slept till afternoon or even early evening time. I played around with my phone and getting news feeds from the social networks. I was famished and i hesitated to head down for breakfast as it gives me the lonely feel. But still, i went down to fill up my empty stomach. During the distance, i had some thoughts, I wished i had a company to have breakfast with, so that i wouldn't have to eat and think alone. I checked my wallet and ordered for my food, i realised i only had $5 to use for my breakfast. Nevertheless, $5 was enough for my breakfast. A cup of iced milo and a common bee hoon set. Then i sat down, started feasting on my food and begin to think of my future. Can i live life without financial worries with the salary that i'm going to draw? Will i be able to own an apartment? Can i afford a car?

All these thoughts begin to fill my mind. After finishing up my iced milo, i strolled back home. Then again, i begin to think about my future kids. Will they be like me? Having to start things from scratch. Can i be able to let them live without worries? Previously as i was playing with my phone, i came across a news feed of an idol of mine. She was trying to get a car for USD$25k. I searched with my phone and manage to get prices of 2nd hand cars in SG. It's really hard to afford one unless you really has some achievements. I recalculated the money i had and realised that I had to have at least 1k odd a month till my 21st to have the one i had in mind. Recently i've been on debts due to some tradings. Was too greedy on my part, so paid for the lesson. From then on, i had like close to 2.5k in debt. Thinking of clearing them makes me think of being rich.
花无白日红, Is what my uncle always teaches us. I understand the logic of it and has seen examples. But, will it even bloom for me, that's one thing i have to work for.

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 10:01 AM

Tuesday, May 14, 2013

Aftermath of spending $ makes me wanna show off my Watch.

What have i been up to:
These few weeks I've been working under Singtel call centre but we 'retired' from them as they only offer 4 hours per week and only on weekends. In short, they just don't need us. Gotten a job offer from my parents, called up Kelly Services to get my follow up, was introduced to the job. The scope looks relatively simple, but don't really know unless I see it for myself. Pay wise is considered alright, since engineers with a diploma should get around that pay. The bad thing about that job is that it's 7 rest days per month and its at tuas. What's worst is that there are 3 shifts which are not decided by me. Lets just hope I get the night or afternoon while not the morning. Knowing me, I would be late for morning shifts. (: Anddd, I was thinking of going to Singapore Flyers to work since my brother's friend, Jasper works there + it's cycling distance. Might be getting a 'fixie' bike like Eng Kong did. But it all depends on what the new job has to offer first.

I have been thinking of investing my money on Silver ever since I went for the GBC club thing. I've seen a guy around my age doing investment on Silver sometime ago. Now it has been brought up to me again. Seeing the fact that its at a relatively low price, I might just look up more about it and then maybe, just maybe talk to my dad about it and perhaps try earning some from it.

New & interesting stuffs:
I just gotten a AX watch. Awesome! $ just came in and went out in a blink of an eye. Was aiming for Seiko since I'm used to automated watches. But AX was surprisingly cheaper then a Seiko watch that caught my eye, so I went for branding instead. >.< Yeah, Brand conscious. Well, i know AX doesn't have a great reputation for watches compared to Seiko, But others view it as AX > Seiko since AX is more renowned for its brand. Oh well, Humans are judgmental and I mind being judged badly. I went for a black AX as Chee Sen suggested me to go black since I'm whitish and might just look good in it. I'm used to wearing Silver though, well just give it a try since it's just gonna last me till few years into Uni. On the other hand, Song Ying ( secondary school ) gotten the Silver watch that I wanted after much consideration.

Just gotten a text from Wabbit, Well, was shocked that she would text me regrading her views on how we're progressing. At first, I thought she needed someone to talk to or something since we drifted apart, but she told me that she was giving me cold shoulders cause she basically just friendzoned me in short. Well, but she gave a thought of me being together with her which sets her thinking of what we would be. She apologized, I accepted and we're on track again. I cant visualize me and her together since she's like not the type of girl I previously went for, she's more dependent and has a character of a YOLO girl. But generally, I really liked the fact that she's straightforward and decides to share with me her thoughts, though its not fully, but its still something that caught me off guard. But I believe that if i were to get her as my girl, we might just be awesome together. Oh well, just my side of the story again.

 Seeing how pathetic my bank is makes me wanna find ways and means to earn $.

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 2:08 AM

Sunday, May 5, 2013

What I would have shared with you If you were interested.

So Basically, I've been sick on several occasions that includes today. Shortly after our Iron Man 3, I went for my grandma's mother day celebration. I fell sick the next day. I was suspecting food poisoning since I drank nearly a jug of Chinese yea which has taste of bleach. Was on bed for 2 days, diarrhoea struck me followed by fever and lightheadedness. Then today, neck area felt uncomfortable  almost like someone's poking my esophagus with chopsicks, and I've yet tot recover. Must've been the 'Mr Bean' i had earlier on this morning. Tired a new flavor, Hazelnut something, its damn awesome and i had it with a very sweet cup of soya bean drink with pearls. I've also recently went for my friend, Jerry's 21st birthday chalet and finally get to see Jac Jac. I've seen her countless times on Jerry's phone since he has been boasting on his girlfriends. I've been fond in her since the first time i saw her photo, It's my first time seeing her in person, it's really an awesome feeling. I know that i'm outta her league, so its just my thing. Whatsmore, shes attached. I really enjoyed talking to her. Chee Sen, has also been charmed by her. She's very friendly and fun. I would say she's a mix of talkative cute + smart lady. I would say she gives off an elegant feel. And today I've just realized that I actually have a problem recalling faces in my mind. Which kinda sucks. That's all. Lets just hope the next time its FFA then to ya.

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 11:23 PM

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

Goodbye!

I've figured out. Lets see how it goes. (:

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 12:35 AM

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Happiness

Today i went to take my phone and i realise i missed it alot! The feeling of sliding it. Haha. The screen, the number pad they felt so nice. After that, i felt bored and went to rk hus to slack. It has been so long ever since i went there. Nostalgic. I watched them play Marvel Vs Capcom, Mahjong and i felt very happy throughout the day. It felt that these friends could last me forever. I played Mahjong and lost $5 (kup with roy). Ahh. Its the first time i felt happy losing money. Thn we go to the near by food court makan. We bought 4 bottles of perfume for $59.99. At 1st the salesman approached us and told us it was 1 for $149. Thn, it was student price, $75. Thn we were the 1st customer, $75 for 2. Thn today was the 1st day selling, So $75 for 4. Thn he said he dun wan earn commission and it became $59.99 for 4. HAHA. So funny, and i bought it. How naive i was. But its still worth. =] I realise that todae i learn about how happy i can be not to be alone and how naive i'm. Thn the On my way home, I felt that i love my current life. I hope i could live my life with full of realisation. I wanted to live my life longer and spend more time with my friends and family. =] I felt i've grown again.


After today, I've felt that u're already a part of my life. I cant stop thinking of you even though its been so long ever since i've seen you. But i am delighted that u actually picked up my call during April's Fool. Yr voice is still in my head. Sweet, soothing. It sounded kinda sick but, when you love someone, aint it suppose to be like that? Actually, i am also kinda curious how much more i can and willing to do for you. I'm already doing things that i nv dreamt of doing before. Haha.

If u're looking @ this, i wanna tell you that, 2 years ago, I promised that i would love you wholeheartedly. Nearly 2 years past ( 7 more days to 2 years ), So much seemed to have changed, The promise still the same. It has always been the same. It just would and it will. Although its not the first promise i've made, but its the one which i never will forget and never break.

Cherish the people around you... There's no more second chance if u don't cherish it...™

Posted by KenLagger at 1:08 AM